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Summer is finally here. I'm so excited. No school for a couple of months. :) And on top of that I actually did okay with my school work this semester, which is weird since compared with other semesters I stressed over it much less.  Now I actually have time to do stuff. I am currently in the middle of several projects and have even been commissioned with the possibility of getting paid. Yay! :)  It is always fun to get paid to create something.   Now what I just need is inspiration for my writing.  I have missed writing. I wrote something a couple of weeks ago, but it didn't have anything real behind it.  It was just words on paper. Writing is always so much better when there is reason behind it.   I may perhaps have inspiration for writing now, but it is anger, and the situation will only allow for one bit of writing at most.  So...anyway...that's pretty much it...

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~Tokyo-Empress
Miharu Hamano
United States
“I scare people”
“Maybe if you scare people
You can’t be hurt”
But I still get hurt

And I still sometimes fear
The monster under my bed
I can never quite speak aloud
The words in my head

If you knew one thing about me
You’d know
I like the sorrow filled story best
It makes me feel more

But you judge me
Without knowing
Don’t you
You refuse to see
The me inside
And as you run
From me in fear
I hide myself
Farther inside

And I’ve never
Cried during a movie
But words on paper
Inspire tears

I sometimes wonder
What will happen when I die
Will anyone care
Will anyone cry

And if you knew one thing about me
You’d know
No matter how tough I seem
I really can cry

But you judge me
Without knowing
Don’t you
You refuse to see
The me inside
And as you run
From me in fear
I hide myself
Farther inside

And I can’t be myself
‘Cause they won’t let it be so
So I cut myself in half
Hoping to be allowed

I sometimes wonder
What it’d be like
To be someone else
Even though I only want to be me

And if you knew one thing about me
You’d know
That who you see
Isn’t always me

But you judge me
Without knowing
Don’t you
You refuse to see
The me inside
And as you run
From me in fear
I hide myself
Farther inside

And everyone
Turned against me once
Back when everyone
Knew all I had

I didn’t
Know what to do
So I locked myself
Away from everyone

And if you knew one thing about me
You’d know
That I’ve been broken
So many times before

But you judge me
Without knowing
Don’t you
You refuse to see
The me inside
And as you run
From me in fear
I hide myself
Farther inside

And my only safe place
Left me all alone
As it beat upon my scars
I wondered where was home

I knew pain
As unconditional love
Became
Unconditional hate

And if you knew one thing about me
You’d know
Bruises can’t always be seen
Sometimes they’re locked inside too

But you judge me
Without knowing
Don’t you
You refuse to see
The me inside
And as you run
From me in fear
I hide myself
Farther inside

And I still miss those
Who’ve left me
Even though
So many years have gone

I go on alone
Through my life
Remembering
When they were around

And if you knew one thing about me
You’d know
I’d mourn at your funeral
No matter who you were

But you judge me
Without knowing
Don’t you
You refuse to see
The me inside
And as you run
From me in fear
I hide myself
Farther inside

And I walk
Through the crowds
With my permanent expression
Etched into my face

I have so many feelings
But no one can read
How I feel
Inside

And if you knew one thing about me
You’d know
That what others interpret as a frown
May be a smile

But you judge me
Without knowing
Don’t you
You refuse to see
The me inside
And as you run
From me in fear
I hide myself
Farther inside

And pain fills my mind
Each and every time
Even when those around
Don’t see

I fear my future
And struggle with my past
But I am someone
No one seems to really see

And if you knew one thing about me
You’d know
I scare people
But I still get hurt

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thnx for the fav:huggle:

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:heart:"You were the one girl who made me risk everythin' for a future worth havin'."- Alex Fuentes, Perfect Chemistry-Simone Elkeles:heart:

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You're welcome. :)
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:heart:"You were the one girl who made me risk everythin' for a future worth havin'."- Alex Fuentes, Perfect Chemistry-Simone Elkeles:heart:

:spotlight-left:Princess Angelina Contessa Louisa Francesca Banana Fanna Bo Besca the Third:spotlight-right:
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Thanks. :hug: And I happy early birthday to you. I haven't been able to get on the internet much lately, so i don't know if I'll be able to be on the internet to tell you that on your birthday. :(
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ur welcome
aww well:tighthug: thnx u

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